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Thursday, July 25th, 2002
8:13 am	I'm sooooo hurt! I'm the worst kind of loser!! I went to the neighborhood graveyard to visit my cousin who is working there...only I didn't find her. SO I decided to just walk on home and I start walking towards the part of town that I live in...but after a little while I run into this fence...which was about as tall as I am...I couldn't be bothered to walk all the way back so I decided to climb over it, using this huge rock which was standing there right next to the fence. The problem was that I'm a wuss and when I was half way over...with my legs on each side I realized that if I slipped I'd have had 3-4 3 inch spikes in me!!! So I panicked and started hurrying, tore my trousers, got my shoelaces stuck at the top and then got my other leg down...so there I'm hanging, with one leg around my head, and the other on the ground! I started twisting around to free my leg/tear the shoelace/get out of the shoe...or whatever, only that wasn't working and I was about to lose my mind with terror. Then finally I got down on one hand and pushed up that way and managed to free myself...only then I still had to walk home...for...20 minutes or so! When I finally got there I realized I had this rather ugly looking cut on my leg above my knee and my knee was all fucked up... Ok, then when I woke up this morning...I was lying there thinking..."I'd better go to work"...then I stood up and my whole body was aching...especially my right arm (the one I'd used to push myself up) and the right side of my back. SO I decided to just stay home... I'm feeling very sorry for myself...and I'm NEVER CLIMBING FENCES AGAIN!!! Current Mood: amused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002
10:24 am	well, I spent the whole day with aletheia. :) I was not expecting it, but it was more than I could have asked for. we hadn't talked in aaages and we had so much catching up to do. basically, we filled each other in and discovered some *interesting* things as well.... and I also realized juuust how lucky I am to have aletheia as a friend. she has always been there for me, looked out for me, given me advice, and made me feel like the best even when the rest of the world made me feel like shit. friends like those I have are very very difficult to find.... so I am very very thankful for them and I will never ever take them for granted. anyway, that was a nice insightful conversation we had. and what better way to spend 1/2 of the weekend than with mah best friend. :) by the time I was done, it was night already, though it had been dark the whole day 'cuz of the rainy weather (which I like). I fell asleep for a while. then when I woke up, I watched 2 movies I rented a few days ago. not another teen movie and the faculty. both movies were very silly. the former was funny-silly, the latter was silly-weird-a teeny bit creepy - but the fear easily fades after you get annoyed by the teeny boppers. well, at least stupid movies like that make me not take good movies for granted. but everything else was overshadowed that I spent the whole day with my best friend. so thank god for that. :) (Comment on this)
Monday, July 22nd, 2002
4:34 pm	Currently Feeling: Wearing: Green t-shirt with red and beige stuff on it o.O, gray shorts, silver bracelet and a necklace. Hair: Down. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 18th, 2002
1:43 pm	Do you believe in horoscopes? This is a time to take the initiative in all kinds of relationships, especially love relationships. If you reveal your love for someone at this time, it may turn the relationship in a new direction. Even if you believe that your loved one knows how you feel, don't leave it to his imagination. The desire for beautiful things is strong during this time, influencing you to buy things of beauty, such as clothes, cosmetics, objects of art, things to beautify the home, or works of literature and musical recordings. Surround yourself with beauty and take advantage of the lighter and more pleasant aspects of life. Under this influence you are affectionate and want to be with friends. You will be in a good mood and able to enjoy almost anything that comes along. Current Mood: do you believe in love (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
8:37 am	wooooohooooo I'm really bored right now. but in a few minutes I'm going to red bank with fat Jake. I cant wait cuz I gotta get new parts for my guitar. that should be fun. I'm eating cheese and crackers. there fucking good. has anyone else noticed that it is considered "the cool thing" to become hardcore? like what the hell. just listen to music and be happy with it. don't wear fucking shirts to be considered cool. fucking fucks. I'm gonna go get some goddamn grubbbbb. payceee Current Mood: energetic Current Music: dead poetic -a green desire (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
9:50 am	something really sad just happened I was taking a shower and when I came out my dog was eating something so I put my glasses on and it was a baby kitten so I freaked out and called my dad which really couldn't do anything anyway seeing he works so far away then I called jesse and poe and they came over and jesse picked it up and put it in the garbage because I couldn't do that I started crying on the phone talking to jesse ahhh I cant believe so let it die poor thing (Comment on this)
Monday, July 15th, 2002
8:28 am	It's a pointless fight, when you're always right Last night was not as bad as I thought. Someone should hurt me when I worry that much. I have wheat crackers. I don't know why. I guess my mother bought them because she likes wheat now. She also keeps buying wheat bread. I don't feel like asking her what is suddenly wrong with white bread (yeah, I'm racist) and regular crackers. Ok, I need to go to work in 10 minutes. I like that I'll be home at 12. I don't like that I have to work in the first place. And then I complained some more but no one cared, bye bye. (Comment on this)
Friday, July 12th, 2002
11:21 am	I need a massage. Dammit. *pouts* Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 11th, 2002
11:26 am	I'm hot. I have to go to the bathroom. I'm sick in my stomach. I'm clean, yet dirty. I'm bored. I have to dissect my room. I think I'll go and water my lemon tree, play with the dogs. Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Sly & the Family Stone + Hot Fun in the Summertime (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 10th, 2002
9:02 am	De ja view I was just browsing someone's journal (which I've never browsed before) and I read an entry which I know I've seen before -- verbatim -- in someone else's LJ. I don't remember that entry being attributed to anyone else at that time, nor does the one I just read give credit to the other author. Plagiarism? In LJ? Yipes. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Metallica - Escape (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 9th, 2002
10:45 am	Evangelion Forever!!!!!!!!!! I saw the first 6 episodes of Neon Genesis Evangelion today and I am hooked. Very cool and a great story thus far, however nay-sayer extrodinaire Rob Aronson says it completely collapses on it's own weight by the last volume. He also said this about Trigun and thusly sold it to me for 10 dollars a volume (for you non-Anime fans that's about a 100 dollar savings on all 6 volumes). I am off to watch more Anime and try to fine tune my anime music video. Current Mood: angry Current Music: The sound of my mom on the phone (Comment on this)
Monday, July 8th, 2002
9:48 am	Wow look, a pet peeve O.o I don't know why this annoys me so much but it does.. I hate it when people play match maker. >.< I think it bothers me because I've dealt with and done it before myself so.. I learned my lesson not to do it again and now Geoff is attempting to hook up two people.. Oh I'm sorry, he's trying to "level out the playing field." *rolls her eyes* I won't mention names to keep from embarrassment but this guy has only met her a few times and seems to be intrested in her already.. that's kinda quick, must be a guy thing. :P But my friend, I won't diss her, she is a nice and pretty girl, silly too. n_n But seeing as the guy is older than her and horomones are flying all over the place, he probably sees intrest in her chest.. she's quite the top heavy girl. O.o Of course, that's just me though.. I don't find guys all that trustworthy anymore, I'm just watching out for my girly. I won't say anything if something does click between them.. I just hate it when people try to play match maker! Aaah, it drives me insane! Okki, now that that's out of my system, I think I'll go umm.. do something nonactive. :B Current Mood: weird Current Music: Chage and Aska - Kono Aino Tameni (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002
12:28 pm	These quotes mean something to me.. "Everybody's Hell is different. It's not all fire and pain. The real Hell is your life gone wrong." "I've found out why people laugh. They laugh because it hurts so much... because it's the only thing that'll make it stop hurting." "Odd how much it hurts when a friend moves away - and leaves behind only silence." "A friend is one who knows all about you and likes you anyway." "The time between meeting and finally leaving is sometimes called falling in love." "Whoever is happy, makes others happy too" "Blushing is the color of virtue" (I like to believe that one.) Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: rock-a-bye shawn mullins. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 2nd, 2002
1:55 pm	- Saw 'Lilo & Stitch' on Sunday. Go see it! It's bad-ass. - Spent all day yesterday with my parents. - The Yanira / Waleska thing... meh. - My boss is going on vacation this Thursday, which will mean I will be Lord of the store... w00t w00t!!! - My CD player has been playing the re-masterised version of Ozzy Osbourne's 'No Rest For The Wicked.' That will be all... will be back for some more later... Be good! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Ozzy Osbourne - Fire In The Sky (Comment on this)
Monday, July 1st, 2002
10:11 am	Sorry dear journal that I've been gone so much. I promise I won't let it happen again. We took a family trip to San Diego. Boring. Except I did get to meet a couple of my cousins that I hadn't before. that was kind of cool. But when we returned the computer was out, which wasn't cool. My dad's friend just got it back up and running so I don't have much time to be on because everyone needs to get one to check their email and pay bills and whatnot. Ah well I'm still alive. Just wanted to add that. Current Mood: irate Current Music: Creed - my sacrifice (Comment on this)
Friday, June 21st, 2002
11:28 am	Awaiting tomorrow... ok its been a few days since the last time I've updated so I figure I might as well do it. well not much has been happening didn't work Tuesday or Wednesday cuz they have labor problems at BK. I visited Julie at work the other day meant to stay like 5 minutes wound up staying over an hour. wow craziness. um I was supposed to go over her house and visit her there but everytime I'm supposed to boova kidnaps her lol. Well lets just skip to today cuz not a lot happened the last couple days. well today I wake up and get outta bed walk downstairs look at the time go to pick up the phone and call Julie and right when I get into the room with the phone it in guess who calls me...Julie. so this is good I was about to call her anyway. well she asks if its ok if she comes over and I say Of course naturally. about 10 minutes later they call me and guess what they're lost. so I tell them where to go and badda bing their here. Julie comes to the door and I let her in. we spent the rest of the day just chillin talkin and watching the news lol. I walk her home and then I rest for a bit then off to work. The fucking shake machine threw up on me lol. I was covered in shake mix. well I work my three hours then off to eckerds in mattydale to pick something up they don't have it so they send me over to shopcity. Guess who's working Marie lee is. well she never called me back about the picnic thingy. so I talk to her then she goes on break and we chill outside for like 20 minutes when her break is only supposed to be 10 minutes tsk tsk tsk bad Marie. well that's my day in a nutshell. Tomorrow is gonna be sugarcult should be a great show one of my favorite bands yayness! Hope everything goes well. Ok I'm done for now. my so called life as told by Patrice. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Frank sinatra: aint love a kick in the head. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
12:30 pm	Let's Talk About... "breathe in for luck breathe in so deep this air is blessed you share with me this night is wild so calm and dull these hearts they race from self control my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so wont you kill me so I die happy my heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelry which ever you prefer .....ill always remember the walk that we shared together your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it and I knew that you meant it" So, I'm leaving for Cleveland in a few hours. Last minute decision but I am glad (I hope) that I made it. I'm excited, that's for sure. (www.frightvision.com) Linda Blair will be there! EEP! Not to mention a whole day's worth of driving with someone that's pretty damn great. Can't say that I mind that. As long as they don't try to make me drink coffee! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Breathe in for luck (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
10:54 am	looking for new music Today I realized that I need some new music to listen to... For the last several months, I've been listening to the same bands - BNL, BC, BR, DMB, David Gray, John Mayer, Will Hoge, Edwin McCain, Howie Day, and Matt Nathanson. As much as I like those guys, I need to add new music to the mix. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 17th, 2002
9:19 am	aaahhhh okay so I'm leaving my house this morning, and my window is all covered with dew on the inside! so I wipe it off and I can see out of the window (kinda) heh, but I'm too dumb to stop and make sure I can see.. I drive up the hill to get out of my neighborhood and then the sun shines on my window, omg the glare blinded me.. guess what happened?? of course I hit a parked car.. grrr, this is money I don't have!! so I did the nice thing, mostly cuz it was a loud crunching noise and the guy in the house across the street from the car was looking right at me, and I left a note on the person's door.. man, I fukked up his bumper.. my car? well, I knocked the turnlight out and some paint came off.. this is when I wished I'd hit a mailbox instead.. oops.. what a way to start out April first.. my first accident!! whoohoo.. anyway, I need to pack and do homework, it's dawned on me recently that I have a slim chance I'll graduate this year, I really really need to.. and if I work my butt off I prolly could, but it's something I'm out of practice doing, so I more than likely will end up going to school an additional year (far too many classes for summer school).. oh well Current Music: The Cult - WildFlower (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 13th, 2002
2:29 pm	Critical Mass Has Been Attained *hand on stomach* I think I ate too many tomatoes in my salad. I may turn into one. *burp* Current Mood: tomatoey Current Music: Van Halen - Feel Your Love Tonight (Bam a lam!) (2 Comments |Comment on this)